Machine without any extra part.

Now I have quite a lot of free time and I watched a movie named "Hugo". My pro-in-watching-movies roommate recommended it. AND yes, it is really a nice movie and it deserves the Oscar! 

First of all, it has very nice scenes of Paris and Paris is so beautiful in the movie. Aww! 

There are some funny parts by actor Sacha-Baron. If you watch "The dictator" before, then you will know how funny he can be in the movie. Be careful that movie can be rude and there is one 2s scene where you will see his genital. Not sure whether is his LOL. Just be careful! 

Besides that, the actor is leng zai and actress is very leng lui! As usual, I googled all the actors and actress, I found the actress is also acting in "Carrie". 

Remember the face of leng zai and leng lui. Then compare with the next one. 

Owh man! *heartbreak* :P

One of the very romantic scene: The boy and the girl were looking at Paris from the clock tower. 

And the boy said to her : " I'd imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machines never come with any extra parts, you know. They always come with the exact amount they need. So I figured, if the entire world was one big machine, I couldn't be an extra part. I had to be here for some reason. And that means you have to be here for some reason, too. " 

I will fall in love with that boy at that moment if I were that girl. Haha. 

Okay, another topic. Last time I read an article saying that we should write 20 things to be grateful everyday and smiling to yourself through mirror. The author said this will make us feel happy and have a great start of your day. 

Hmm, to kill some time, let's skip the smiling part and write that 20 things. 

1. I woke up naturally today morning at 9.30 a.m, without any alarm. 

    I like the feel when I don't have worry did I put my alarm on and just switch off my handphone. Hehe. 

2. I got no more test but I have a mini project now. :)

3. I just had Nestum + Horlick for my breakfast. Grateful it's nice and I am full at least for now. 

4. After my sleep for 7 hours +, I am grateful that I actually feel healthy and energized!
Prove : I am writing my blog now and I don't feel tired at all! 

5. I joined a workshop which was originally held for 2 days. 
But I finished everything yesterday and I don't have to attend today! 

6. I am grateful that I still have my dad, my mum and my sister alive on this world. 

7. I am not sure whether I have any great enemies, but I am sure that I have good, nice, loyal friends! 
And I am not alone on this world! 

8. I am grateful that I have a brain that functions properly, whereby I can still write, type, think, understand,            communicate, breath, walk, ride my beloved bicycle to school, eat, digest and more and more! See, how            great my brain is! ;) 

9. Nibong Tebal is in peace and there's no war in Malaysia. We don't have to fight against communist! 

10. I am grateful that year 2012 is not the end of the world. I am still alive and entered USM! 

Clearly I am out of ideas when I wrote the last two points. Let's make it ten for the first try! 

对吗？

最近接近放假的时候，一些洋名叫作 "Test" 和 "Assignment" 的怪兽会来搞怪。正盘算着如何计划时间去读 Analog 和 Complex 的时候，突然被告知延后到假期以后了。

当下的我读书的念头立马不见，脑子开始幻想假期时该做些什么。你暂且别说我有着短浅的目光，只看到眼前的快乐。虽然是先甜后苦，但我选择享受现前的轻松日子，再慢慢去读我的书，考我的试。这叫做 "活在当下" 吗？呵呵。

昨天和今天，看了一大堆的电影和喜剧。看了一些人家说很好看的电影，又看了真的很好笑的喜剧。在房间里，看喜剧的时候对着电脑笑，看伤心电影对着电脑悲伤。

看了 "被偷走的那五年" ，形式上是五年，感觉上被偷走的不只五年。
这个戏，一下快乐一下伤心。
刚开始是一位女人还停留在五年前的蜜月回忆，但其实已经离婚了。
之后爱火重燃，他们又再一起了，但女主角却痴呆了。

等着快乐来的时候，以为快乐的部分就快来了，
女主角动手术的时候，以为结局会是她奇迹般的复原，结果是她瘫痪了。 
最后男主角答应会好好的活着，然后让她走了。充满了不舍的一幕。

其实，她选择了动手术，对吗？

是啊，她可能活在过去，但至少可以尽量的配合她。
是啊，你可能需要担心着她，但至少你愿意一直盯着她。
是啊，你可能觉得照顾得辛苦，但至少你很快乐。
是啊，你心爱的人遗忘了你，但至少她还好好的活着。
是啊，你真的走了，但他真的能如他答应的那样，好好的活着吗？

但是，她选择不顾一切，豁出去试试，难道就错了？

他如她所愿让她走了，对吗？ 
经过了分分合合，他和她不停的挣扎。
在生死之前，再怎么垂死挣扎，还是没办法。

月亮圆圆

今天是中秋节，我在跟我妈讲电话的时候，正好我爸打电话给我。于是我就把妈的电话挂了，先接我爸的电话，过后再打回给我妈。然而电话中主要是我在说话，不时会听到他擦鼻涕的声音。

或许他真的伤风了吧。但我也做了一点心理准备。

说着说着，快要结束之前，我爸突然问我∶“栋，你看到月亮吗？”

我心直口快地说∶“啊？我看不到噢。”

他回说∶“我这里，月亮很圆。”，突然说不去话了，然后互说一声拜拜后就挂了电话。

是呀，月亮是很圆，但也是很远。换个角度吧！很远的月亮，真的很圆。:)

过了好久，才能冷静地回个电话给我妈。

我有个那么柔情的爸爸，潇洒不到勒！:P

X changing?

I said wrong things few days ago.

I was irresponsible long time ago. Now, am I still acting the way like I did ?

It's two different things coming at the same time. 

Perhaps I am the one who get over-sensitive recently. :(

燕子与我家邻居的故事

几乎整个假期，我都在家里闷着。之前还有蛮多计划的，怎知一个也没进行到。

我突然觉得大学的假期分配得不够均匀。在大学里就拼命想要放个假，可以回个家；一放假就一下放两个月，待在家里闷得发慌。之前对家日思恋夜思恋的我，现在却在家里如此挥霍着假期。心情真的有够矛盾的。

不如说个燕子与我家邻居的故事吧！

有一对燕子夫妻也偶然飞到我家。它们看中我家风水不错加上环境幽静，就在我家柱子筑起了窝，当起了邻居。

最先知道燕子大驾光临的是我妈，因为她不喜欢它们这对夫妇随意拉屎，把地上一处撒得满满一堆的，我也觉得它们没礼貌。我妈还说∶“他们很厉害叻，睡觉时尾巴还是在窝外面，不是朝窝内。这样窝里很干净，但外面炸弹炸得满地都是。”每次我妈洗地到了那一区，无可奈何就只好特别加强一下。

数年前的某一天，我家邻居搬了进来。他们一家四口主要是做些小生意的。以男生的眼光嘛，那两位女儿外表蛮漂亮的，经常化浓妆出门。最可怕的是，两个女儿的妈，没化妆竟然还比她们更漂亮。我是说真的，所以没想到后面会发生那么一回事。

刚开始他们养两只狗，其中一只是Rottweiler，把我们都吓傻了。心想如果它一口咬我的手臂，手臂若是没断，想必我也一命呜呼了。直到我们用面包贿赂了它，只要我们手持面包喊一声“Sit! " ，它经常乖乖坐在那里，目不转睛猛盯着面包。那时它超可爱的，后来我还经常把手臂伸过篱笆sayang sayang一下，好想念它。每次迎接他们回家的不只是两只狗，还有一大堆“黄金”。风吹进家里，都有一阵阵恶臭。臭死啦！

我家同时迎来了两个，都很不卫生的邻居。

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燕子夫妇呢，他们生了三粒蛋，后来孵出来的三个小瓜经常会在有人经过的时候，唧唧唧叫个不停。一大早就飞出去觅食，打点一家五口的三餐。两夫妇每天飞进飞出为了就是满足雏鸟与日俱增的胃口。到了傍晚，两夫妻就停歇在我家篱笆聊聊天，谈谈心事，恩爱的很。燕子老公不时会说些甜言蜜语，有时听得我不禁起鸡皮疙瘩，但却如此令人称羡。

小瓜们，一日一日长大。从燕子妈妈把三粒蛋，孵成三只小鸟；从只会唧唧叫，到慢慢长出羽毛期待有那么一天学会如何在蓝天里飞翔；从前雏鸟都喜爱温暖的家，到后来恨不得飞出去闯天下。直到有一天，小鸟翅膀长硬了，展翅飞了出去，头也不回的离家而去。那天，燕子妈妈虽然已知会有那一天会这样，但还是因为孩子们的不告而别而哭了。

傍晚时分原本两只燕子在篱笆上的身影，不知道什么时候只剩下一只，显得特孤单。后来剩下的那只也离开，到外头觅属于自己的另一个春。

因为做生意的关系，所以邻居他们一家经常迟出晚归，不到半夜一两点是不回家的。我鲜少看到他们一家的面孔。邻居大女儿通常在外，一家三口经常都是坐一辆车出去，然后半夜又是一辆车回来。后来小女儿中五毕业后，也很少像我这个宅男一样呆在家里，往往都是在外头四处走，四处闯。哎，不要看我一直只说邻家女儿，我的重点是邻居孩子们慢慢都离开了这个家。听我妈说，大女儿嫁人了而小女儿飞到了澳门工作。

女儿离开了，夫妻经常都是各自出门，各自回家。在大学读书的时候，跟妈通电话的时候，我才知道邻居老公有了外遇。天哪,有这么漂亮的老婆竟然还会外遇。Uncle一定是一时糊涂，犯了成龙所谓的“每个男人都会犯的错”。

Uncle经常不回家，都是Aunty独自回家，也很少跟我妈聊家常了。后来，Aunty搬到外面住了，各自过各自的生活，成了熟悉的陌生人。

我家两个邻居，陆续离开这个伤心地。一个遗留下一个空空的窝，一个遗留下一个空空的屋子。

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有天，我跟我妈在公园跑步的时候，她告诉我，怎么我们家邻居跟燕子夫妇这么相像啊。这两对夫妻，到底为了什么而在一起？难道孩子不在家了，慢慢就没有共同的前景,一起前进了？两个人，因为什么而在一起？只为了喜欢在一起，而在一起？

我不懂，真的不知道耶。我怎么那么笨咧?

Father's Day! :)

Naturally woke up at 8.15am today and first thing I did was to send a SMS to my dad. 

And wished him "Happy Father's Day!". 

Last time, we didn't even celebrate it, at all. 

This is so bad, I didn't even show my gratitude towards my parents for so many years. 

Issh! Why am I so bad boy one!

Actually I wanted to write more in the SMS, but I don't hope both of us getting sad after all. 

He went out from home for work last year, right on the day before Father's Day. 

I got very emotional but still, I don't dare to call or SMS the next day.  

It was my worst father's day ever, and I believe same goes to him. 

There was time when we talked through phone, he might keep quiet for some short intervals. I felt very strange that time and don't understand why. 
But, after I did the same thing too, I understand why is it so. 

He often keep all the things to himself, which is really bad for his health. 
He's very kind, humorous and gets a little bit too skinny after these few months. 
He's a gentleman and I miss his laughter, especially when he is watching entertainment show by Jacky Wu. 

"Hahahahhaahaha!"  :)  

Let's do something positive! Let's hope! 

I hope my father won't have to celebrate father's day like this anymore in future! :) 

Happy Father's Day to All Father! You have worked out enough! 

Exam days

Just sat for Electronic Devices and Adv. Calculus finals last two days. 

Seriously Devices is really quite disastrous, especially the pi-model question. 
I don't know how to do it lah. 
So I asked lecturer and said this question is so confusing and hoping he would give me some directions. 

Ended up he said " Yes, pi-model! It's just that simple! I already simplified it. You might be able to memorize the whole book, but you won't able to do it without understanding it. Haha. "

*Heartbreak* 


So gosh, I only memorize T-model answer in text book. 
I don't even know it can be drawn in pi-model. :( 
Honestly I only know what I am doing for 3 questions out of 5 questions I did. 

Lalala! It's over! 

I have 5 days to study Digital & French after Calculus, and now left only 4 days since I wasted so many hours watching 2 episodes of Running Man and a movie. 
And I am supposed to study by now, but I am blogging here instead. 

Lalala! Perhaps I should go to library tomorrow. Alone. 
I am so not productive today. Ahh. 
._____. 

Lalala! Let's have some motivation. SEVEN days to home sweet home! *wink*