Wednesday, February 12, 2014

CNY CNY CNY

Happy Belated Chinese New Year! :) 
This time I spent CNY in my house, not in my kampung. 

We had vegetarian steamboat for reunion dinner. Yes, vegetarian steamboat. With a lot a lot of vegetable and meat substitutes bought by my mum in pasar. 

One very scary thing is those meat substitutes taste just like meat! They even can make fake abalone and fake see cucumber. 
My mum even bought two red lantern back home this year. 


This year, my little sister has to go PLKN for 2 months plus plus. She only had 3 days CNY holiday. They are so mean and rejected all sort of excuses to extend holiday too. 

Pity her also. But I always want to tell her : "Harr! Now you know the feeling of missing home liao lar! Hahaha! Muahahaha!". 
Out of compassion, I choose not to tell her in the end. After all, it will my turn to leave home after few more days. 

After entered university, I always have a "mao dun" feeling during CNY. I should feel very happy for CNY, but after two weeks... then I have to... 

Monday, January 27, 2014

2 minutes of pure happiness

Was supposed to go for a bowling session with friends, to be exact just two of them. 

As we passed by a cinema right in front of a cinema, 
One said : " I haven't watch Frozen yet leh." 
Another one : " I also. Want watch mah? " 
I : "Can also ah." 
After checking the showtime, we bought 3 tickets and watched it. 

When I am hanging with some of my close friends, we can be so so spontaneous. 

And I like that. MUAHAHAHAHA! :) 

Overall Frozen is a really great video. 
Honestly I feel nothing very special when I was watching it. 
I also have not much thinking or opinion even after I finished watching it. 

But now when I am listening to all Frozen soundtrack, all the scenes come back to my brain again. 
I smiled happily when I listened to funny songs. I got emo when I listened to sad songs. 

I miss the movie! I want to watch it for second time! 

I love this part the most! I named it as 2 minutes of pure happiness. LOL

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Monday, December 30, 2013

Emotional bom

It is a question paper with a lot questions, or should I say a question paper with problems? 
I think it is a question paper with a lot of problematic questions. 

Out of 6 questions in the paper, 
One of it forgot to put the parameter. One more forgot to put the capacitor value. 
One more, there is no question for first part. Couldn't imagine, huh? 

There are so many things to study for first half of the subject, 
and yet first 3 questions of exam paper are based on the 
one chapter, 
one concept of that chapter, 
same circuit diagrams of that concept, 
and incredibly same circuit with almost same parameters!

What if someone studied everything but accidentally missed out that part while studying? 
Could you be more considerate de mah? 
I could just memorize that part and forget the rest and yet SCORE! Since when exams sounds like gambling ah?

One more thing ah, there are so many students asked you on those same problems on those problematic questions. Why couldn't you go announce it to everyone? 

People ask you then only you tell? 
What if they didn't ask you even though they know there is something wrong? Just let it be?

Owh I guess one reason you didn't announce is 
you will have to walk up the stage, announce, walk down the stage, 
then walk up the stage again, announce again, walk down the stage again, 
then again walk up the stage again, again announce again, again walk down the stage again, 
then again walk up the stage again and again, again announce again and again, again walk down the stage again and again. 

And I did a really really silly mistake! I didn't read the questions properly and miss out some score. 2 questions of same type. So identical ah!  
And I actually know to do it! Just a few minutes more! 粗心!

Due to my mistake, I got a little bit emotional. And that's why I expressed it here. 
If I did well for this, I won't be posting this at all. I won't even care. 
Aish! WHAT I'M THINKING?  

 I was so frustrated. I am not a very good student, I am out of time to answer the questions, yet I had to raise hand to ask not once, not twice, not thrice but more. 

Glad killer exam is over. 

Okay. I won't be talking about it unless someone raise this topic. 
What is passed is passed. Now I will smile and strive for the next exam. :) 

Go listen to this song. Bom Bom Bom by Roy Kim. Good song by a handsome. Warh!

Saturday, November 16, 2013

Machine without any extra part.

Now I have quite a lot of free time and I watched a movie named "Hugo". My pro-in-watching-movies roommate recommended it. AND yes, it is really a nice movie and it deserves the Oscar! 

First of all, it has very nice scenes of Paris and Paris is so beautiful in the movie. Aww! 
There are some funny parts by actor Sacha-Baron. If you watch "The dictator" before, then you will know how funny he can be in the movie. Be careful that movie can be rude and there is one 2s scene where you will see his genital. Not sure whether is his LOL. Just be careful! 



Besides that, the actor is leng zai and actress is very leng lui! As usual, I googled all the actors and actress, I found the actress is also acting in "Carrie". 



Remember the face of leng zai and leng lui. Then compare with the next one. 



Owh man! *heartbreak* :P



One of the very romantic scene: The boy and the girl were looking at Paris from the clock tower. 

And the boy said to her : " I'd imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machines never come with any extra parts, you know. They always come with the exact amount they need. So I figured, if the entire world was one big machine, I couldn't be an extra part. I had to be here for some reason. And that means you have to be here for some reason, too. " 

I will fall in love with that boy at that moment if I were that girl. Haha. 


Okay, another topic. Last time I read an article saying that we should write 20 things to be grateful everyday and smiling to yourself through mirror. The author said this will make us feel happy and have a great start of your day. 

Hmm, to kill some time, let's skip the smiling part and write that 20 things. 

1. I woke up naturally today morning at 9.30 a.m, without any alarm. 
    I like the feel when I don't have worry did I put my alarm on and just switch off my handphone. Hehe. 

2. I got no more test but I have a mini project now. :)

3. I just had Nestum + Horlick for my breakfast. Grateful it's nice and I am full at least for now. 

4. After my sleep for 7 hours +, I am grateful that I actually feel healthy and energized!
Prove : I am writing my blog now and I don't feel tired at all! 

5. I joined a workshop which was originally held for 2 days. 
But I finished everything yesterday and I don't have to attend today! 

6. I am grateful that I still have my dad, my mum and my sister alive on this world. 

7. I am not sure whether I have any great enemies, but I am sure that I have good, nice, loyal friends! 
And I am not alone on this world! 

8. I am grateful that I have a brain that functions properly, whereby I can still write, type, think, understand,            communicate, breath, walk, ride my beloved bicycle to school, eat, digest and more and more! See, how            great my brain is! ;) 

9. Nibong Tebal is in peace and there's no war in Malaysia. We don't have to fight against communist! 

10. I am grateful that year 2012 is not the end of the world. I am still alive and entered USM! 

Clearly I am out of ideas when I wrote the last two points. Let's make it ten for the first try! 

Friday, October 25, 2013

对吗?

最近接近放假的时候,一些洋名叫作 "Test" 和 "Assignment" 的怪兽会来搞怪。正盘算着如何计划时间去读 Analog 和 Complex 的时候,突然被告知延后到假期以后了。

当下的我读书的念头立马不见,脑子开始幻想假期时该做些什么。你暂且别说我有着短浅的目光,只看到眼前的快乐。虽然是先甜后苦,但我选择享受现前的轻松日子,再慢慢去读我的书,考我的试。这叫做 "活在当下" 吗?呵呵。


昨天和今天,看了一大堆的电影和喜剧。看了一些人家说很好看的电影,又看了真的很好笑的喜剧。在房间里,看喜剧的时候对着电脑笑,看伤心电影对着电脑悲伤。


看了 "被偷走的那五年" ,形式上是五年,感觉上被偷走的不只五年。

这个戏,一下快乐一下伤心
刚开始是一位女人还停留在五年前的蜜月回忆,但其实已经离婚了。
之后爱火重燃,他们又再一起了,但女主角却痴呆了。

等着快乐来的时候,以为快乐的部分就快来了,

女主角动手术的时候,以为结局会是奇迹般的复原,结果是她瘫痪了。 
最后男主角答应会好好的活着,然后让她走了。充满了不舍的一幕。

其实,她选择了动手术,对吗?


是啊,她可能活在过去,但至少可以尽量的配合她。
是啊,你可能需要担心着她,但至少你愿意一直盯着她。
是啊,你可能觉得照顾得辛苦,但至少你很快乐。
是啊,你心爱的人遗忘了你,但至少还好好的活着。
是啊,你真的走了,但他真的能如他答应的那样,好好的活着吗?

但是,她选择不顾一切,豁出去试试,难道就错了?


他如她所愿让她走了,对吗? 

经过了分分合合,他和她不停的挣扎。
在生死之前,再怎么垂死挣扎,还是没办法。

Thursday, September 19, 2013

月亮圆圆


今天是中秋节,我在跟我妈讲电话的时候,正好我爸打电话给我。于是我就把妈的电话挂了,先接我爸的电话,过后再打回给我妈。然而电话中主要是我在说话,不时会听到他擦鼻涕的声音。

或许他真的伤风了吧。但我也做了一点心理准备。

说着说着,快要结束之前,我爸突然问我∶栋,你看到月亮吗?

我心直口快地说∶啊?我看不到噢。

他回说∶我这里,月亮很圆。,突然说不去话了,然后互说一声拜拜后就挂了电话。

是呀,月亮是很圆,但也是很远。换个角度吧!很远的月亮,真的很圆。:)

过了好久,才能冷静地回个电话给我妈。



我有个那么柔情的爸爸,潇洒不到勒!:P

Saturday, August 17, 2013

X changing?

I said wrong things few days ago.
I was irresponsible long time ago. Now, am I still acting the way like I did ?

It's two different things coming at the same time. 

Perhaps I am the one who get over-sensitive recently. :(