life is not according to ur study!!

at last i didnt go 4 da xpdc...
but now i feel lucky...(lolx@!)
my patrol walked xtra 20 km...
and my frienzz...V shuien's legs sudah bengkak...
poor V shuien...

i feel really boring...doing nth at home
luckily i joined a camp...
at least better den stay at home
i bcome a...er....actually i also dun noe wat i am doin la...
like a buruh...tis time go do tat...den do tis...den do others...
juz like help any department when there's a need...

meanwhile...as i am doing my works....
a teacher wanna chat wif me!!
yeah!!i like chatting wif others...
den she asked about my studies...
den i said:"warh!!my study....*silient*...."
da teacher told me tat actually study is not everything for ur life...
for EX....
study....
kindergarten...3years
primary skul....6years
secondary skul...5years
Pre-U...2 years...
U...3years...
3+6+5+2+3+=19 years...
but u WORK for....around 30 years!!
so which one is more important!?
when u work...ur boss will look at ur study or ur work?
wat da boss wants is eficiency...determination....social skill...
NOT A NERD!!!
but...study can really help u a lot in ur works too!
so need to study...
but wif ur heart...wif passion...not juz to let ur parent syok syok sendiri!!
study not need b extremely good...but muz be at least pass...
muz at least u tried ur best....
but i am really lazy now....
i rite now didnt study...for 3weeks...
tis is not right...
plus rite now i am addicted to a game....KUNG FU WORLD...
lolx....all's jia jian's fault....
so be a good student...study...play...and life...
everything shud be good...
v shud not juz study but ignore the others...
if not ....no matter how much u studied...it's nth....useless....
useless....

sick?!shud i go to xpdc??

2day....go to skul....play....ponteng....
den~!i felt dizzy....headache....
is it fever?
but i got to go for xpdc 2mrw!!
so how??
shud i ponteng?
but i alredi paid RM400+ for it!
wat a waste!!

but i cannot tahan dun sleep for so long time(20+ hours)!!
if i fall sick there,den ma cham!?
if i pull out rite now i sure kena bunuh by sir...
walauA!!~!

how!??
*struggling*

money money money!

To bcome a pengakap
i really pay a lot for it...
RM 150 for da full uniform...
RM 150 for da ekspedisi trip
RM 30 for da transport to Melaka...
RM 15 for da registration fee
RM 70 for da special bag which can carry 10 kg of load...
150+150+30+15+70=RM415!
wow!!
tat's a big big number@@!!
T_T
y ang pou money....
juz flew away!

woohoo!~

finally!!!
i got da jaya diri!!
but i didnt study at all bcoz of tis...

*exhaust*
zZZzZZzZZ...
fall asleep....

yeappi!!

now is holiday!!
but sure very boring liao...
haiz...
like but also hate holiday...
cannot meet frienzz in skull...
but can relax in house...
can relax in house...
but need to help to do housechores...
den!??
if need to do housechores...means...NO RELAX LA!!
plus need to study somemore...
haiz...
really really lazy rite now...
try to get out of it... but cant....
juz like my frienzz...
maybe my frienz r the one who make me bcome so lazy...
lolx...everything blame my frienzz....

rite now...feel no hope for da final exam....
havent read...
PHYSICS....
BIO...
CHEM...
BC...
BI...
BM...
SEJ...
MORAL...
warh!!
tis means....
i still havent study anything yet!!
walau!!
if still dun study...
den sure die alredi!!!
oi!!CHOKY DONG!!
u better study now ar!!!
IF NOT @#$^&*
*@*

study!?

tis few days i nvr study liao...
feel tat da life is meaningless la...
keep on doing da jaya diri...
and dun noe y i wan to finish it in 7 days...
dun noe why??
feel so empty...
da galz got bf liao...
T_T
thursday blue....
haiz...

still haven't decide whether wanna go to ekspedisi on not??
coz if i goin....den i have to skip for camp....
dun noe which one better...
and i start to SCARE...
da ekspedisi like need to buy many many things...
like food la...bag la...khemah la...
walauA
and bu yo not goin...
haiz...
den sure very boring...
since there's no idiot talking jokes to a stupid...
lolx

da galz give me POWER!!

these few days i keep on focus in doin da jaya diri log book....
everyday b4 i start doin it...i'll set a target...
*for example*
ok!!2day i wanna do until page 100!!
if not i am not gonna pikat her!!
after tis....
i'll make sure tat i do until page 101!
i wont stop unless i finish it....
tat's how i keep on doin it at a high speed...
but sometimes really really tired but still do it...
coz i scare later if i failed to get my target...
later...da curse will really happen...
waluaE
so scary!!
den next time b4 i study i'll set a target like tis...
woo~~
maybe tis's da power of love...
actually it's still cannot consider as love la...
i think it's still like only la...!
coz i still dun noe whether it's really love...or coz of hormone!?
lolx...
hope tat my hormone lvl will b normal....

BU YAO ar!!!!
do get da jaya diri...
if not i'll be so lonely man...T_T
ZY and YC!!
u better get ur keahlian...
coz i wanna c our gang all wearing full U...
wow~~Yeng ar@!!

jayadiri...hard!!!

OMG....
my friend...kwang YT told me tat there'll b a ekspedisi for pangakap....
we'll walking for 40 km....from KL to somewhere else....
it's sounds fun....and juz need to pay 4 da bus...and prepare RM150...tat's all...
coz there is no need to use $$$ as wat u need is ur legs...

but "term & condition apply"....
muz get jaya diri 1st...
tat's da main point...
to get da jaya diri...
u muz write a log book for 200 pages...fulled with word and pic...
and take test for 2 hours...
it's sound easy rite?!?
b4 tis i also feel like tis...
but once i start to do da log book...i gonna...faint...
so many!!!!!
@@@@@~~~!!!
walauE!!!
T_T
GamBaTeh!!
fight for it!!i wanna go to ekspedisi...
i go ask bu yo now...

penga.....kap!!

2moro...gonna do performance la....
juz now v juz did rehearsal...
acting harry potter VS power ranger...
a quite stupid title...
but still not bad...
1st time i feel da patrol is getting better...
b4 tis i juz acting like a king....
wat i said...u muz do....
now think back feel tat I'm so selfish....
but wat to do??

yeah!!2moro i wearing full U!!
woohoo~~*syok syok sendiri*
aww....tis few days she didnt on9 man....
i wonder why....
waiting....coz always chat wif her...
if not very boring....although rite now got blog...
but i think maybe it'll be like my friendster...
when 1st time using it....very nice....
once i jemu...i'll throw it away...
tat's y i cannot bercinta...
bcoz...scare will hurt her heart....
so...wait...wait....
tat's a reason y i haven't say I LOVE U!!

1. shy...
2. i'm still very childish...
3. i still got many bad habits...
4. i try to bcome perfect in order to give her happiness...
5. i'm very bad in communication...tat's y i got a few friends only....
6. retarded...noob...not steady in doin jobs...lazy....
7. ARGH!!TOO MUCH!!~!

so~i'll try my best to bcome a perfect person....

although it's impossible...as there r no perfect person in da world...

tat's y i type "try"

i hate Pn Rosizan N Pn TigerBeer

our bio teacher...really need some critical mental problem treatment....
after skull....although it's extremely tired.... but....still have to go to chinese lab...since i'm chinese student...
den i saw da Pn Rosizan...den i ask her about da result...
*she is da slowest teacher in marking test paper....*
at last wat i get is not my bio result...but many task to do...
bcoz Pn Rosizan said she FORGET...juz 6 alphabet....
F
O
R
G
E
T

she called me to buy cashew nut and peanut...tis suppose is her work...but rite now it's my work...
den i call bu yo....bu yo call tan, ben looi, Jen Weng...by scare them saying tat 10 marks will be deducted if they dun buy it...LOLX~~
Evil Bu Yo...*but i like it...*

i wanna make some video...when playin piano...cool~~
i am too lazy...tis is not me....
i wanna get out....i dun wan b lazy anymore...
nvr read...nvr study...nvr practice piano...juz sleep... eat....on9

i get the highest mark in Chinese....and title is....wat's da disadvantage of computer games...
a topic which i really dun wan to write....
but since i juz read lots lots lots of articles about computer....
bcoz wanna prepare for debate which is also on computer...
So Lucky...if not i'll get <70

CLASS!!HAVE U ALL SEEN MY BLUE MARKER PEN?!??
tis is wat Pn Thanbeer said during Pn Rajambal's class...
so loud....she showed no respect to the teacher who teaching....
and now i think i got no respect for her anymore....

i think i nvr show respect to her also....
nvr do hw...nvr listen to her....run here and there when she wanna check my hw...lolx~~
i am really BAD student...

skull sux...

i have a headache now...
now feeling dizzy...

maybe it's all my skull's fault!!
now i wanna say:"MY SKULL SUX!!~!"
maybe u will say:"aww...why u say ur skull like tat?!?"
but, too bad...i am juz telling da truth!!

2day, my skull organized a really meaningless celebration...
MERDEKA!!MERDEKA!!MERDEKA!!MERDEKA!!MERDEKA!!MERDEKA!!MERDEKA!!
v screamed tis for 7 times...
den sang 2 songs..
*by shouting da lyrics out*
after tis v juz went back to our class...

as i passed thru 4 kiara...
!!!!
there's a poster...
blah..blah...blah...
i lazy to write it...
overall it's talking about the principle scolded and screamed to our BM teacher's sister i think...
bcoz da story i heard from my frienzz....

our skull's principle i think is da worst principle i ever see...
she always has a longest ceramah during perhimpunan...
and screamed like a pesakit sakit mental in pasar malam....
she really should go back to her hospital...

and now...
v dun have a very "good" BM teacher
bcoz she's really "rajin" and "interesting"
she always talk to....wall....
and none of us listen to her speech...

2day...got skull but no teaching....
haiz...if tis continue...i really dun noe wat will i get in da year-end exam...
and now i still thinking a very important question...
Should I go to SKULL 2moro??

and i'll waiting for her...
anyone who noes who she is plz zip up ur mouth...plz..

silient love

aww...
i like a galz....
quietly...
hoping it can be true...
but somtimes i am quite "naughty"
sometimes like tis galz...2moro another galz...
but tis one i alredi like her for...er...around 2years??
she's not in my skull...not in my class...
v seldom talk to each others...
wat v use is juz MSN...SMS...
tat's all...coz i cannot find any excuses to communicate wif her...
not like last time...i can talk to her, smile to her, sms her, making fun of her...
but now no more...

she's quite preety...
and bad news is maybe she has a boyfriend...
which i think will be more handsome...
haha...wat to do??
since i am not...

*waiting*

da 1st time...

tis is da 1st time i have a blog...
still cannot get used of tis...

er...
acctually b4 i wanna have a blog but in chinese...
but at last i am not...
bcoz tying chinese is a very tiring job...
need to key in han yu pin yin...choose words... blah blah blah...
not like english...

2day i juz went to sekinchan...
now only i realised tat acctually sekinchan is...
rocks??nope...
great??nope...
fun??nope...
BORING??yeah!!
juz go there...clean beach tat imposible to be cleaned...
buy things...mango...fish ball...
watch movies...some really violent movies...
*although it's a moral trip*
eat??OK la!!

these few days i never touch book or read them...
juz leave them on my table...ignore them...
as sometimes i really dun wan to touch them again...
they juz like a nightmare...
but...
without books somethimes i feel like nth to do
da life is meaningless...
wat i can do is surf internet...
which is very slow for me now...
i dun noe why??
cannot login MSN...youtube...

argh!!
how is my life gonna be??