Outing plz!

Went to I-city. Yeah. A nice trip.
And the very first trip with 6B2.
some from 6B1 and 6B3. Didn't talk to them anyway. Not because of Class-ism.
But, just... no topic to talk about only la.

Went there by Wei Chun's car with Xuan Hui and Yvonne.
And Yi sen drove his car "insanely".
Talked crap... Everyone laughed.
And the consequences is used too much energy to talk crap.
Became moody. Miss my friends again.
And the scenery reminds me of my past. And my mistake i did. =(
Next time must control my "crapidity".

FULAMAK!
One week is over! And I still haven't touch my book and start doing my homework.
Cheh~ One week only ma. Still 6 more weeks! Relax la.
Cannot leh. Yumcha-ed too many times. Must control la.
What the heck la. Go with friends only ma. Somemore go mamak only. Not clubbing also.
Form 6 ma. Must study hard! I wanna get 4 flat.
Walau! Next year baru STPM la. Now study also will forget one la! Now relax next year study la! STUPID! Last minute study baru effective ma.

This conversation shows bizarreness and boredness I'm having now.
Somebody save me! I wanna go out yumcha!
With condition that there're someone who can fetch me out of here.
PLEASE!

I Need You To Understand!

Form 6! I am now in form 6. Just can't believe I'm in form 6!

Wanted to go to college but at last I still....go for form 6.

And I failed my Math T for my very first time!

Kinda upset but back to normal really fast.

And this time, my result is back to normal.

Not very good. But luckily, above average.

Had a look on her blog. Looks like she managed to live her life well.

Really well. Wish her good luck in her life.

She's in college. With her beloved friends.

Got nothing I can do but just look at her at a really far distance.

And it's hurt! =(

My mum makes me feel so upset. Just one small matter and she just refused to talk to me anymore. And it's not a big matter.

I just hope to gain some respect from you. Is that hard?

I never get angry on you for more than 5 hours.

And you just slammed the door and scolded me with no mercy.

SOB! That's good as well.

We both need some time. For me to think and for you to calm down.

I know sometimes we need to overcome some obstacles in our life. But sometime it's just not as easy as you think. It's not that simple.

And I fall in love with Travie McCoy's songs (Need you).

I need you to understand.....you you you!

Repeat repeat! Shout!

It's a great song! At least it soothes my pain for a while!

Haiz. SOB!

Just don't want to see her face! Jeez!

I wanna go out from here. But I got no car!

I will make myself a super saturated milo solution,

and pour it into my super-dehydrated brain. =)

Miss my friends! I seldom makes friends. Just don't know why.

Sick of all the insincere. AiiiiyyayayayayayA! I need something to hit!

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天气热死啦！家里新年囤积的汽水快要被我喝光光了，让我开始珍惜一口气喝完一罐汽水，然后无畏惧地大声打呃的快感！赞！

最近的生活有点无趣，每日的时间表几乎都是一样的。不过幸好，我能从可爱的小孩中得到一点慰籍，至少没那么无聊。不用担心，我还记得老师的伟大，没把老师们的尊严给丢光。我最喜欢看到的是，小孩与小孩之间的谈话。他们都是直接的将脑子想的说出来，直截了当，或用江湖的用词，痛快！当然有些真的很难搞，有些脾气很坏，霸道，粗鲁，蛮横，狡猾。。。。。。一不小心就说了那么多。

大伯，走了。我没哭过，不是因为我黑心，而是对他的印象不多。不过接到消息时，心里有点错愕。之前已知道大伯的病情，只是没想到那么快。他的一生，因赌博而被糟蹋了。他深受其害，但依然深陷其中。从伯母和堂姐的眼里，流露出淡淡的哀伤。他的丧礼很庄严，经费庞大。虽是这样，我觉得这丧礼没哀伤的味道，已经沦为是一种形式罢了。有些人还是在丧礼上花天酒地，聊天南地北。该做的，他们都做了。心里想的，是不是对大伯的缅怀，我不知道。我没有勇气不看他最后一面，也因工作而没送他最后一程。说这么多，都不重要了。但愿他，一路好走。

=.=

这几天，到了我妈工作的幼儿园，当了一个不称职的小小老师。第一天，刚入学的四岁小孩们，都如预期般的大哭大闹，都不肯离开从小依靠的父母的怀抱。哇哇哇！！！淅沥淅沥留下的眼泪，满脸从鼻腔喷出的鼻涕，哭肿的双眼，怪可怜的。有些恨不下心的父母不放心，一直偷偷地从窗口的缝儿看。他们以为孩子看不见，其实不然。已经“冷静”下来的小孩，望到父母又继续号啕大哭，这时就可以看到老师无奈的神情。

讲了这么多，我好像很可怜酱。其实四岁是别人In-charge的。而我，只是稍微管管六岁的小朋友，轻松得很。说几句Broken English，嘻嘻哈哈，逗他们开心，他们顽皮我骂，他们到处乱跑我抓。小朋友都很喜欢Outdoor Session，就好像我们很喜欢Pend. Jasmani一样。其实我也很喜欢。他们有些应该会崇拜我吧！因为我可以轻松地将小篮球投进对他们来说很高的篮球篮。原来，我在这里可以找回失去已久的“自傲”。

从小孩的双眸与笑容，清楚可见可爱纯真的他们。=)