Wednesday, January 16, 2013

祝福你,生日快乐!


今天是我妹妹的生日。

每一年的这个时候,爸爸会与妈妈讨论如何给她一个惊喜。往往都是会由一方带她到外面去,然后再由另一方匆匆忙忙地去蛋糕店买一粒蛋糕。之后回家躲在楼下的小书房,将蜡烛插在上面,手握着打火机。当听见篱笆门打开的声音,赶快将蜡烛点上,心里暗暗雀喜。正当妹妹回来走进家里的当儿,见到蛋糕上的烛光,脸上就会出现一丝微笑。接着,我们就会唱着生日歌,吃蛋糕,仪式就算是结束。

说真的,几乎每一年我与妹妹的生日都有着几乎同样的惊喜。虽然如此,我们的心还是如小孩一般,期待着父母如何给我们这么一个惊喜。

我们的反应依然就如第一次那样高兴,仿佛每一次都还是让我们感到欢喜不已。无论重复了多少次,我们都不曾说他们老土。

我的父母就是那么的可爱。

去年的今天,我们都不知道那或许是我们自小慢慢长大以来父母给的最后一个,一模一样的惊喜。

然而,今年的今天她没有蛋糕,没有蜡烛,没有惊喜,得到的是一道从电话中传出来自爸爸的祝福。她今天只是对着电脑,静静地在面子书上回复朋友留下的祝福。她什么也没说,就这样静静地度过她一年最特别的日子。但是,这份安静却让我感到,十分的伤心与难过。

或许是时候,学习适应这一刹那的无助感了。

Friday, January 11, 2013

Going back home soon!

Always wanted to conclude my university life after one semester. 



Family and loneliness. 


It is the first time I leave my home for so long. 

Sometimes I got to have my dinner alone.
The food become tasteless when I miss time when I could have dinner with family last time. 

Sometimes I got to study on my table alone.
Study life becomes pointless when I miss time when I could study in front of television despite scolding. 

Sometimes I go to toilet alone. (Hey, you no say? )
The smells can be extremely annoying when the smell of poop mixed with second-hand smoke. 

Sometimes I got too stressed and could not fall asleep. 
Time will goes by so slowly and I would wondering what would appear in their dreams while my family member are sleeping?

But you know what? I already got used to it after all. *Victory!*



Friends relationship. 

There are so many kinds of people in university. It's like a small society here. 

There are people who hang their underwear on your clothesline. *Yucks!*
There are people who do not sleep and blasting their loudspeaker. 
There are people who scream, talk loudly or quarrel during midnight.
They should get a life. Seriously. == 

Last time I hate people who approach someone when they need his/her help and dump him/her after that. 
They are just exploiting those intelligent one by using them to maximum advantage. 

However I do not hate them now and I forgive them. 
This is because I did the same things as well, sometimes but not so obvious and not so extreme la!
And I always show my gratitude by saying thank you to them and really appreciate their help for my assignment. 
Sincerely I promise I will let them to copy my assignment if I have the chance. :P

After all, I miss babi-s. They are with me for so long and they didn't dump me. They are always there, just because they are my friends. 

And lastly I would thanks those I know since form sixth. No one could understand how supportive she is and how dependable he is like I do. 



Afraid and determination. 

After I enter university, I am constantly worried about only two things, which are "this things" and "that things". *Sorry for being lame...* 

That's why I study so hard in university, so that I won't have to worry about my results. I strive for the best and leave no regret. 

I always heard seniors say that you should enjoy your university life. Unfortunately I don't really enjoy and failed to find the real way to enjoy it. Hope I will in next semester. 


C'est formidable! 

After sitting exam for so many days in a row, now I left only the last exam which is French. 
Then what's coming up next is one-month-holiday! Weee! 
Wish me good luck ! :)