愿圆缘

这几天，觉得很无聊。有点歉疚，但又觉得这是我承担得起的假期。毕竟SPM过了，无所事事一两个星期应该不打紧吧！很想到外，与即将分离的朋友出门。回想之前胡乱挥霍的青春，心里有说不出的滋味，五味参杂。之前到ShoGun 见识一下三四十种寿司的威力。鲍鱼粥，生蚝，海蜗牛等等等等。虽然RM37还是在心里刺了一下，但众多食物给我的胃带来的饱足感及给我那三寸舌头的满足感，还是让我觉得蛮值得。=)

还有献给阳的第一次，第一次去唱Karaoke 。从刚开始有点的尴尬，逐渐疯狂；从刚开始低声小雨，到后嘶喊的声音。原本要放照片，但我的样子真的很。。。丑！！

但有些事物，我真的很不舍得。稚气的脸庞，逗笑的笑容，哀伤的背影等等太多的人与事，让我有点喘不过来。我们之间并没真正的告别，只有暂时的分离。回首消逝的这五年来，有点孤独。发现我真的太亏待我的朋友了。。。身在静谧的夜晚里，心里很懊恼。人生，因缘而聚，亦因缘而离。但我真的很想他们，穿着校服的他们。

人生就是如此吧！一直得前进，由不得你去回头；一直去开扩美好，美好的未来，由不得你去追搠旧时已定型的过去。由不得你去失望，只因你得去寻找新的希望；由不得你舍不得之前的交情，只因你得去圆下一段即将来临的缘。

十分之九

考试过了九十巴仙，十科剩下华语。

当然，我的心情如今真的是心花怒放，

简单来讲，就是很爽~！！

心里还是不停叮咛自己的脑海，

“栋栋，考试还没结束！！”

不能太松懈，冷了就不能继续了。。。

Biology时就是如此，

考完Add Math后，冷了下来，

结果头脑迟钝了，

Biology前一天读到头脑有点迟钝。

我妹妹也说：“哥哥读书很疯狂，读到脑袋块爆炸了。”

尤其Sejarah，去Cekap补Siiva的Intensive Special Class，

发现到自己好多东西还没读。

回到家，躺在床上，辗转难眠，梦里都在想着Sejarah。

痛苦死了，然后用3天半的时间将Form 4和Form 5的历史统统杀了。

那一种天昏地暗的读法，我实在不敢再领教第二次。

剩下华语了，应该没什么问题，

虽然不是十拿九稳，但应该有十拿七稳吧！！

加油，华文子弟们！！

哈芝节万岁！

哇哈哈！！！

考试预先结束了，因为已经延后了。

星期五原本是考Biology的，

正当我在烦星期四没时间读书的时候，

突然间，有人宣布星期五是假期。

刚开始，是一阵高兴，

然后，就是一阵伤心。

很可惜星期五依然有补习。

我原本很想赶快了结掉考试压力，

但得拖到下下个星期二再考。

不过不用紧，

星期六跟朋友去Times Square，

下个星期二去Semenyih爬山，吃好料，

再回来读书。

读书永远是我最后的事项，呵呵。

考试周，最可怜的一天是星期一。

星期天晚上十点，读了一整天的书后，睡不着，

第二天八点到下午两点，考完试，直接去补习，到晚上八点，

回到家，八点半，

读书，到十点半，

睡觉，到第二天六点。

躺在床上，满脑子还是Physics和Chemistry。

Radioactive Decay，Heat Capacity，

Anode and Cathode，Redox，Rate of Reaction。

真得快疯了。

还有40多天就到SPM，

巅峰期快到了。

考试＝考验＋测试

考试，以我的认知应该是考验和测试的结合体，

很烦，所以它考验我的耐心；

很累，所以它测试我的体力。

但是这考试未免太久了吧！！

这一次的预考，三个星期之久，

总数是42小时有半个小时。

哇！！要死咯！

所以中三同学们不要认为你们现在很苦，

因为这只是我们的三分之一。

很希望SPM都是选择题，

我们的日子也会好过一点。

之前，被一位朋友骂了，

很要好的朋友，也很客气的朋友。

只因为自己太霸道了。

我说对不起的话后，他也原谅了我，

就这样结束了。

但一个忧虑在我脑袋里荡漾。

以后的社会里，没有人愿意骂我，

我就继续犯错，问题可能会接踵而来，

怎样？我不懂。

有时，我做事有时真的没用脑。怎么办？

读书 VS 玩耍

预考来咯！

之前，伽健来我家读书，

说是读书，倒不如说是折磨，

三天两夜，目标是读完历史会考的chapter，

结果咧，连中五的chapter都没读完。

目标简直就是“遥遥不可及”。

发现到伽健是一个“温驯”的人，

他仿佛不会生气，有相当有礼貌。

可能是因为他口中顽皮的妹妹吧！

把他的脾气给磨掉了。

一直读，一直读，读到我们俩很累，

十点半上床，不过是两张不同的床。

虽然很累，但还是拖到一点睡。

在房间里，听歌，聊天，玩耍，

聊些感情事，他的感情事，

我没有感情事，讨厌！

直到真的很累了，才甘愿睡觉。

伽健说还要再来，因为每次来我家都是读书，

下次是玩耍，将遗憾补回去。

伽健，很特别，

是唯一一个朋友，说要再来我家，

其他的，来我家都只想快点回家，

我家太闷了，没什么特别。

他要走的时候，说了一句“名言”

“终于摆脱你了！”

我顿时不懂怎么回答。

这一次读的书，不多，

这一次玩的耍，不少。

西瓜的地位

现在只有一件事，能形容我的处境。

小时候有一次，我生病了。

就那么的巧，我妈买来了一个超级甜的西瓜，

正当我要冲上去把它咬个精光时，我妈说了一句：

“你生病，不可以吃哦！”

这句话，

对一个如此可爱又帅气又单纯又纯真又很贪吃的七岁小孩来说，

简直就是晴天霹雳。

当时的我很乖，没有多说只好坐在一旁，

默默看着心爱的西瓜一块一块地消逝在他们的肚里。

眼泪也哗啦哗啦地流了下来。

对一位小孩，这是很痛苦的，

因为小孩根本不知什么是痛苦，真好！

当大家都在说：“Happy Holiday@!!”

我心里有点纳闷，

干吗SPM预考在假期后吗？

AH1N1这么严重了，难道不能延后吗？

或者破例取消SPM?

有点不甘愿，所以想起陈年往事。

哎呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀！！！

先在这里发泄一下下，

要不然眼泪又像以前那样哗啦哗啦地流了下来。。。

虽然这也不算是痛苦，只是有点厌倦。

杂文两篇

今天我没去上课！！

开始有点罪恶感了。

早上窝在被单中，很爽！

睡到自然醒，更加爽！！

当然，我身体也是有点不舒服啦！

不知道是不是心理作用，突然又酱多病痛。

很讨厌，但又有暗爽。

听说学校有人中了A H1N1 流感。

之前我都很期待这一刻，我还以为学校会关。

结果，一点动静都没有。

照理来说，A H1N1 流感的死亡率是400人中会有1人死亡。

但是我国只有一千八九百个，干吗会死这么多人嘞？

那一天去Cekap补习，还有一个小时才到我的课。

没事做，跑去瞄一瞄其他班的课，

刚好望到中三英文课，结果……

那老师反瞪了我一眼，超凶的！

怕死我会偷师，好想把他眼睛挖出来。

拜托！我中五了啦！还偷师中三英文么？！

怕死加怕输。

我原本不要写的，

因为我担心显示出我心胸有多么狭窄，（我会努力的）

但是，我吞不下这口气，一定要爆出来。

要不然，迟早心脏病，戏里都是酱做的。

昨天有Ceramah，上了最久的Bio课。

四节！真的快死了啦！

不过Bio老师还不错，至少很尽责，

只是讲英文好像在唱R&B。

有一点不准。

Care念成Kay

As念成Ass

Unstable念成Unstabil

Forcing念成Forci

等等等等。

有机会，录给大家听，

一起琢磨，切磋切磋。

杂文一篇

很久没写了。。。当然，也没人发觉。

就像伽健所说的，都没有人看你的部落格啦！！

这句真的有够残忍，不过是事实。

古人说忠言逆耳，或许真言也是如此吧！

我又用华语字写，因为我觉得华语字比较亲近，

我的英文造诣也不高。

去看了SIR-Spell It Right。

连有些小学生的考题我也不会。

拼命找字典，才略知一二。

希望英文能变成一粒药丸，

吞了，就能掌握它。

补习，说真的我补得好累。但是补习是我说要的。

不能反悔也不能返回，

毕竟从父母的反对声浪中坚持了过来。

不过，我父母的论点也不无他们的道理。

他们担心我太累，我也因补习而变懒了。

担心我太依靠补习。

这个嘛，我承认我错了。

父母拼命叫我读书，

也对，这是我的未来。他们为我而担心。

我真的好懒。不读书。好坏。

我知道我坏，但就是懒。

还是一个字，坏。

越想我自己，就觉得我越坏。

坏透了!!

今天我去了少年中国常识竞赛，

到了那，看了二十四令鼓，

不错，有震撼人心的感觉。正！

随之有拉拉队表演，庸俗，没什么特别的。

但我肯定的是。。。好过我校的拉拉队。

很悲哀，但又无可否认。

原本没去竞赛的，因为我妈有一些家事，

加上我不想去到那儿丢人现眼的，

一点都没读，脸都丢尽了。

不过好过上一次在麦当劳被人发现没拉拉链，

还是位女生！那位“邪恶”的女生又将此事公告天下，

仿佛整间学校都知道了。尴尬死了！

但我还是去了竞赛。不错。

临时抱佛脚还有点效用。呵呵！

今天，我妈生日。

很简单，生日蛋糕，生日歌，吹蜡烛。

我妈跟我一样，不爱大事庆祝。

就像她说的，那天是母亲痛苦的时候。

反之，她打了通电话给外婆，

刚好，今天外婆那里出了小风波，

我妈也无心庆祝了。

我的生日更厉害，生日蛋糕，生日歌，吹蜡烛全都没有。

只有八粒汤圆，我家四人平分一人两粒。

吃完了就结束了。当然还有朋友的简讯。

酷吧！我不引以为耻。

但是，我还是喜欢生日蛋糕。哈哈！

生活有时很闷，很想找些刺激的事来做。

但我又不爱交际。

我不是骄傲，或许是没自信吧！

只会窝在家里。在宅男的边缘了。

亲情，友情，爱情

猜测

是我目前做着，也是我唯一能够做的事。

担心，也是徒然。

仿佛是一名弱者，静静地等待被宰割的那一刹那。无可适从。

在背后，假装的殷勤，内心的挣扎，口是心非。

我在干吗呀？！如此折腾自己。

找事来烦。

真

没有半点隐藏。

跟着她，没有别的，就只有她。

不虚假，不虚伪，不装模做样。

连说话也是。做事也是。笑的时候也是。

可以说是小孩子似的真。

因此，我开始思索，

我到底应该扮演怎样的角色。

哥哥

不越界，甚至没有界限。

承诺，对她而言，纯粹只是一个负担或压力。

拖累她未来的人生。这样的话，我宁愿不要。

我希望我只是一位无名氏。

从旁静静地看她走她自己要的人生。

摆脱幻想回到哥哥的岗位，虽有不舍与不甘但没有后悔

芽

刚刚从种子培训营回来，获益良多。之前的我，其实还犹豫，挣扎，到最后的逃避。
因为我不坚强，无法接受过失，原谅不了自己。
我知道了，但我一直觉得有心无力。
我过不了我自己的那一关。自己是最大的敌人。
遇到人群，害怕不敢上前。童年阴影依然烙在脑海里。

这一次营里，俊霖老师带的一个课程里，播放了种子的照片。
心里有一点温暖，开始回温。从社会的冷酷无情中，找到了温度。
原来，我在学舍至少有度过如此美好的一段童年。
回想起来，感慨万分。看回自己小时候的笑容，我却想哭了。
写到这里，一切都在无言中。

人生，就只有一条路。
死路！！
所以需要全力以赴地活下去。
我没有做到，懒！！

种子背负了巨大的期望，使命。
但我担心，我是否能承担的起？
当我听到，做人要顶天立地时，眼睛淹水了。
感觉到，我似乎辜负了对我的信任与期望。
小时候，我就是弱者。悲伤，失望，甚至是绝望。
所以我害怕别人对我的期望。
因为我承担不起啊!我担心我会辜负了别人对我的信任与期望。
然后对我绝望，过后我跟着绝望。
我想保护我那一分微薄的自信与尊严。
如果不保护，就没了。

但因缘不待人，时间不等人。无情但这是事实。
茫然，无助，渺茫。
没有谁能够帮到我，除了我自己。
种子的使命。我竟然没想过这个。还自称种子！！
该打屁屁了。

该想想，人生该有的态度了。

Hesitate

Exam..... still going on...
my brain suddenly filled with knowledge...
and I know after the exam, my brain will start to reformat everything.
already a few weeks I didn't go to shopping
go for any outdoor activities...
and right now worse....just go to school at morning...
come back home and study...FOR THE EXAM.
Oh my god, this 3 weeks i feel my life just for study....
study for EXAM. To get a good result for my PARENTS not for me.
why I am so lazy? i think maybe it's bcoz of my gene....
Gene is the main cause just like what Bu Yeow said.

i am so... shy... sometimes....
so usually don talk to others who i don noe.
not refuse to talk to them....but shy....or in other words... scare.
I realised this during ACA...
when Sir Colin talked to me, WALAUA!!!
SCARE!!!! plus Sir don really like shy person.
maybe i think i am a "shameful thing" in my heart.
and i really scare of those girls
we don noe each other but the girl talk to me...
first i will get shocked and dun noe how to react....
stand at there....plus my english is quite poor.
haiz....my ENGLISH is REALLY POOR!!!

i have a crush with a girl...
but then...i just hide my feeling deep in my heart
bcoz....again shy aka scare
scare rejected by her if she knows what i feel
no confidence...i just repeat the same question...
keep on asking the same question...
HOW?HOW?HOW?
at last i get a conclusion
IMPOSSIBLE la!!

and i like silient.... no people...
alone... nothing in my mind....
complete silient...listening at music sometimes.
i like to be ALONE...
for me it's the only time i have my dignity....
my confidence...no one looking at me....
point at my bad...say about me....

i dun wan others to talk bad about me...
but i understand and just let it be.
i always do wrong things and i dun noe.
the worse is i call others not to the mistakes i did before
which i am still doing it....
perhaps what i need is mirror...
looking how sinful i am.
that why people talk bad about me...
i dun noe but i didn't blame them...
bcoz i am the one who did the mistakes
so i am the one who need to change
but i didn't!!!I hate myself!!!
ARGHH!!!
WTF!!!
this make my life sucks like shi*!!!

what's my job in this world?
i did nothing but bring all bad things come to this world.
what have i done?








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Exam makes my life meaningless...
i dun like people who think they're the most important in the world
these people are useless!!!they bring nothing except ego.
they are worse than a kid who perhaps more humble and wiser than they are
i would rather choose the kid to be in my life if i can choose...
they might be the HERO not only in his heart and also in the world.
but they are ZERO in my soul.
They are noobs who don noe how to be humble, or rudely, they are stupid idiots.
why they want to live their life in such a bad way?
they just think what they did is right...refused to listen to others...
deny his own fault, and don wan to apologize on the mistake they had done.
TOO BAD!!!
i will not respect them...if forced i will PRETEND to respect them.
can u feel the anger in my words?
i hope they will apologize on their behaviour.
many people advise, tell, scold or even scream on them.
they just keep on sleeping and ignore what others say.
they will never wake up!!
HOLY ****!!!
i want to kick them out and i will if i can.

p/s: This post is not subjected on anyone.Thank you.

100 thruths

001. Real Name: Ooi Chok Dong
002. Nickname(s): Choky Dong...Choky Dong Dong Dong..Chocolate Donkey...
003. Age: 17 years old
004. Horoscope: Sagittarius
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: Tadika Pelangi, Johor
007. Middle School: SJK(C) Desa Jaya.
008. High School: SMK BSD 2
009. College School: Dun noe
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Long or Short: Short
012. Loud or Quiet: Depends
013. Sweats or Jeans: Not sure
014. Phone or Camera: Phone with camera
015. Health Freak: Yeap
016. Drink or Smoke: Neither
017.Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
018. Eat or Drink: Both.
019. Piercings: No.
020. Tattoos: No.
021. Social or Anti-Social: I dun think so
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: No.
024. First relationship: Not yet.
025. First Best Friend: Lim Zhen Song
026. First Award: 3rd when I was Standard 3.
027. First Kiss: Havent yet
028. First Pet: No.
029. First Big Vacation: Singapore
030. First Love at first sight: Nope...
031. First Big Birthday: 1 years old
032. First Surgery: Never!!
033. First sport you joined: Soccer gua I think

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: Orange juice
035. Rock or Rap: Rap
036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney
039. Night or Day: Night
040. Sun or Moon: Moon
041. TV or Internet: TV
042. Playstation or xbox: xbox
043. Kiss or hug: Hugs.
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle
045. Spider or bee: Bee. hardworking?
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: Neither...badminton only.

Currently
049. Eating: No
050. Drinking: No
051. Excitement level: 40%
052. I’m about to: Blank
053. Listening to: No.
054. Plan for today: Go to Travis's b'day party
055. Waiting for: "her"
056. Energy Level: 50%
058. Want kids?: Not now
059. Want to get married?: In future gua
060. When?: When i am fated to be.
061. How many kids do you want: Err....3 gua i think...LOLX^^
062. Any name on the mind: Travis
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Doctor, to save ppl?bullsh*t
064. Careers in mind: i haven't think about it.
065. Mellow future or wild: Huh???
066. Something you would never try: Kill "her"?
067. When do you want to die: when it's time...

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Romantic
070. Shorter or Taller?: Not too tall
071. Protective or Caring?: Caring
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Nice arms
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Neither.
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Neither
077. Muscular or normal: Normal
078. Kissed a stranger: No
079. Broken a bone: No.
080. Lost glasses or contacts: No.
081. Ran away from home: No.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: No lah!
083. Killed somebody: No!!
084. Broken someone’s heart: No one falls in love with me also.
085. Had your heart broken: Yeap
086. Been arrested: No.
087. Cried when someone died: No, maybe.
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Ya..

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: No.
090. Miracles: No.
091. Love at first sight: No.
092. Heaven: Ya
093. Santa Claus: No.
094. Tooth Fairy: No
095. Kiss in the first date: No
096. Angels: No.

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Yeap..."her" la!!
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: Not really
099. Do you believe in God?: Yeap.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

The last one I'm lazy to tag others....plus I dun really like to talk to others...
except those I really know.

crap~~

Long time didn't update my blog because I got nothing to write.Besides that, I am quite busy and lazy this few days.

I joined the Perbarisan Pengakap. Although I am noob in perbarisan, but at least better than Yong Tick. Yong Tick joined scout for 5 years but sadly, he sometimes don't know which side is the left and which side is the right. LOLZ....a bit meng"xiasui"kan pengakap. Sorry Yong Tick!!

This is our last year. I mean in my school not in my life. This year the Perbarisan we did formation bunga pecah.

We trained for...I think got more 12 hours. That's we are not bad in perbarisan...at least better then BSMM. Alyf held the first meeting as we already trained for 9 hours. I feel proud about it because we sacrifised so much time in training and getting better and better.

Our troop leader, Ken Chia is the commander. Unfortunately, his voice is not clear and loud enough. He still need to learn from Mindy Choo, the previous TL of 152th. Mindy Choo is a female and Ken is a male but Mindy's voice is much louder then Ken's voice. Meng"xiasui"kan golongan lelaki. Before we form the formation, Ken should shout "Baris akan menbentukkan formasi bunga PECAH.Cepat Jalan!!". But what Ken Chia shouted is "Baris akan menbentukkan formasi bunga LUCAH.Cepat Jalan!!"LOLX...Again, m"xiasui"kan golongan TL. Joking la!!

Still got 2 months before percubaan, but I haven't do anything like study yet. So lazy la...!!
Hate myself la...why so lazy!!
Why? Why? Why so LAZY?

After Exam....

^_^
Exam for 3 days is over.....
Quite okay. Except for BM, Moral and Bio lo...
in BM paper section B if I'm not mistaken, the Bina Ayat is so hard!!
i dun understand the words also...like lewah...
Never mind. Dun really care about it...

Now i am really worried about my English la...
I'm so poor in English...
say sHallow as sWallow...
Tai Bei some more want us to do the ICAS English Paper...
luckily I'm not registered to take the paper...
cause I'm gonna waste RM 20...
it's really really hard...

lazy to type...
just simply upload pictures la....
long story....
if u wanna noe about it....go have a look at Travis Tai's blog...
link= http://nooneknowstravis.blogspot.com/
(Penang!! part 1)....tagged by Travis and continued by BuBu...


just 2 pictures...so sorry...
tat's all...TATA!!

"selected student"

Last week i went to skull as usual...
but not Thursday and Friday.
Thursday I went to University of Malaya for an exhibition.
i forgot what it called already.
Maybe is Penyelidikan Rekacipta Inovasi 2009.
actually I'm not interest in Rekacipta....
Just to skip Pn Tigerbeer's class which is extremely boring for me.
My friends and I went to there by Mr Kala & Pn Koh's car.
Mr Kala drove his car really slow man.
maybe his car is a new car, plus the traffic is....jammed.
once we reached there, we waited for a student's mother...
who is a lecturer there.
she talked a lot about her half-a-million project...
Hak Reproduktif which I don't interested as well.
and i don't know how they spend all the $$.
we walked here and there.Looking around.
Victoria Institution and SMK(L) Methodist's presentation not bad.
When we asked them what's their form, they answered form 3.
all of them are form 3 boys!!*shame*
and one thing is SJK(C) Lick Xing's exhibition.
not bad la.very good for a primary skull student.
and they talked in english.
haiz...shame....form 5 le still cannot talk in english properly.
after this we went to AIE.
there are some foreign students from all over the world.
the lecturer somemore introduced us like top student in BSD.
"They are from BSD.They study in A class and selected to come to UM."
but the truth is....anyone who register may join the trip, not through selection.
by the way we are "selected students".

The Auditorium

The Resource Room

The Meeting Room

Guest Room

Padang
I took this picture just for fun=)

how about Friday?!!
it's road run.
all my skull's student have to run...
BUT i am not one of them.
then?What i do?
FIRST AIDER!!actually is a fake one la.
as i know nothing about first aid also.
at the end Jia Jian and I just controlled the traffic only.
no one injured also!!

Pose!!

Jia Jian

......??

STOP!!

Turn Your Head Please...

Puan Nibrasul Huda and JJ Lim

Puan Nibrasul Huda and I

that day got registration also.
but it suck!!!
All of us have to Q up to register for coco activities.
but got so many people cutting the line...
p/s i am one of them who cut the line..LOL

at 2.30pm I got tuition somemore....2.30 till 8.
really tired.almost faint.
oops!!i forgot something!!
yesterday(16/1/2009) is my sister birthday!!

The Birthday Cake

My Sister

wow...so many things happen in this two days...
=)

对新的一年的期待。。。

365 天酱就过去了。。。

对过去的一年没有什么很特别的感触。。。

有时还会被童年的阴影所影响
真正认识我的人都知道， 我是一个有点孤独的人，也不善于表达自己。。。

应该说是有点害羞吧！ 有时会怀疑我到底有没有自卑症，

童年真的很重要。

对自己没有信心。。。
因为想不到值得荣耀的事情，
也想不到自己有什么优点。
我最憎恨的人是那种知道我的过错，
对他说对不起之后仍然以我的过错刺痛我的心的人。
这种人对我毫无建设，只有破坏而已。

新的一年应该要有目标的。。。

一，离那一些心灵破坏者远远的！！
最好别再见到这些白痴。。。


二，找到一个真正关心我的人
当然我家人都很关心我啦！
有一点点抽象。。。
说得清楚一点应该是女朋友吧！
顺其自然。。。
虽然我依然“无人问津”
（*^_^*)


三，考试顺利。。。
中五来了。
变成学校里的大Gor Gor了。
虽然思想依然酱“单纯”
SPＭ真的很重要啦。。。
我憎恨的压力有排山倒海的冲来。。。
加油加油！
茁栋向你下战书！
准备受死吧！

四，搞好我的钢琴！！
我学钢琴有一段时间。。。
但是依然一事无成。
因为我懒！！
所以钢琴烂到。。。

五，学好英文
我的英文真的很烂．．．
每次有聚会头不敢讲话．．．
怕出丑嘛～～

想不到更多了．．．
设太多目标也不是很好．．．
毕竟实践很重要．．．