Charlie the demon.

Charlie might be a name of a friend, might be a title of a movie. But in USM, it is the name of a terribly horribly stupid insects. It brought a very nice present when we first met. 

BEWARE! It can be quite disgusting for some people. 

A pustle! 

                                    

I put on some antibiotic cream on it. Hope it will get smaller and smaller as soon as possible and leave me no scar! *pray hard*

Just talked to my father through phone. I was alright when I talked to him. However when the conversation came to an end, after I said "bye" and no sound comes out from the speaker, my tears just roll down my cheek. 

I wish I can go back to the time when I can meet my parents and sister everyday, eat food cooked by my mum, watch television at night. I will not get online for too long, I will drink a lot of water, I will drive slowly, I will have my breakfast and lunch on time, I will... Argh! I just miss them so much now. And to my friends who undergo same thing as I do, stay strong and we shall meet each other soon! All the best! 

First day!

Hmm... it's already one month ago since I last updated this blog. So many things happen in this month.

At first, my father separated with us and went to Johor for his work, alone and unwillingly. This makes me think of value of family and importance of money. I had some hard times to get used to a home, without my dad living inside. And so does he, had some hard times to get used to a house, without his family member living inside. Seriously thought of asking my dad to give up his job and just come back. But it is not possible until the time when I have a job.

Next, I got UPU offer to Universiti Malaysia Sabah *dammit*. I had a chance to go oversea to study in field that I am interested in, but due to some very complicated and annoying reasons, I had to give up that thought. Wish I did not know anything about it. Very sadly, I hurt my parents especially my mum at that time. I felt very bad and hoped to get someone to blame on. Sincerely sorry for my childish behavior and my desire to grab something not belongs to me at that time. It's my fault to become so greedy at that time. 

Then, finally, I got offer from USM for electronic engineering. And now I am in USM hostel, after endured the orientation week (P/S: one time is enough for me). Today is my first day and later will be going for my first lecture like a adult. *excited * And I have only 2 hours lecture (2 p.m. to 4 p.m.) on my very first day! Envy? Haha! Now I think I already ready for a new chapter in my life. Hope everything will okay and fine.

“There were times of hardship when people forget the courage they need to keep fighting; and survive. But I think as long as we have something to believe in; to keep close in our hearts, courage will never truly leave us. We only have to reach deep in our heart to find it.” 
― Sakura

I am going to fight 'till the end! Stay stronger and live well, to everyone who I miss so much and to myself too! =)