First day!

Hmm... it's already one month ago since I last updated this blog. So many things happen in this month.

At first, my father separated with us and went to Johor for his work, alone and unwillingly. This makes me think of value of family and importance of money. I had some hard times to get used to a home, without my dad living inside. And so does he, had some hard times to get used to a house, without his family member living inside. Seriously thought of asking my dad to give up his job and just come back. But it is not possible until the time when I have a job.

Next, I got UPU offer to Universiti Malaysia Sabah *dammit*. I had a chance to go oversea to study in field that I am interested in, but due to some very complicated and annoying reasons, I had to give up that thought. Wish I did not know anything about it. Very sadly, I hurt my parents especially my mum at that time. I felt very bad and hoped to get someone to blame on. Sincerely sorry for my childish behavior and my desire to grab something not belongs to me at that time. It's my fault to become so greedy at that time. 

Then, finally, I got offer from USM for electronic engineering. And now I am in USM hostel, after endured the orientation week (P/S: one time is enough for me). Today is my first day and later will be going for my first lecture like a adult. *excited * And I have only 2 hours lecture (2 p.m. to 4 p.m.) on my very first day! Envy? Haha! Now I think I already ready for a new chapter in my life. Hope everything will okay and fine.

“There were times of hardship when people forget the courage they need to keep fighting; and survive. But I think as long as we have something to believe in; to keep close in our hearts, courage will never truly leave us. We only have to reach deep in our heart to find it.” 
― Sakura

I am going to fight 'till the end! Stay stronger and live well, to everyone who I miss so much and to myself too! =)